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I dont know why im posting this here but I dont know where else to let this out
Latley I've been feeling really horrible about myself. I don't know what to do about anything
I feel like there's no love between me and my boyfriend anymore and I feel like I have no friends left in the world
My family treat me like im second best, to everything

All my mom cares about is her birds and she doesn't care about me anymore, all she ever talks to me about is them or when shes not talking to me, all she asks me to do is help her around the house and really just doesn't care about what I have to say or how I feel. All she cares  about is herself.
And my dad still seems to care, but I know he cares more about himself and my brother, so honestly I feel like such a fuckin outcast here.

Me and my boyfriend have been having so many problems recently I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I want to be single again sometimes. I kinda miss just doing what I want, when I want to and not having to worry about other people.
I don't know what to do.. I'm just feeling really fucking crappy about myself and everything else in my life.
My best friend Courtney doesnt even seem to give a damn about me anymore and I've been friends with her since grade 4.
I doubt anyone is reading this, but if someone is, Im sorry that u read all about my patheticness latley. Although I don't know why anyone would want to read it. so.

Maybe I should just be on my own for a little while

maybe that'll do me some good.
I don't even know what I should do right now.. ugh.

anyways ill end this before I depress myself even more.

adios

What are your top 10 most-played songs currently?

1.  From Yesterday, 30 seconds to mars
2. Makes me wonder, Maroon 5
3. Why do all good things come to an end, Nelly Furtado
4. Attack, 30 seconds to mars
5. Over my head, The Fray
6. The Kill, 30 seconds to mars
7. Summer love, Justin Timberlake
8. What goes around, Justin Timberlake
9. Bird and the Worm, The Used
10. Keep holding on, Avril lavigne

not really most played, but they are my top songs right now.
<3

Hiiii

Latley life has been boring until last weekend
On friday I had work, then I came home and that night I went out to skratch with some friends for drinks and pool
which I think will be happening once a week now.
So me and Dan left at around 12 30 and I went to his place
The next morning we showered and went to ontario for the day and went on a little cruise to the 1000 islands.. they say it's 1835 islands so I think it should be changed to 2000 islands.. but ya :P
Then we went to see Boldt Castle. Tha was pretty cool, it was pretty and I had fun
then later on we went to Swiss Chalet for supper then came to my place where he spent the night and then he went the next day with my dad to the grand prix where I was stuck at crappy work :P lol
It was alright tho, work wasn't too busy but that night we had chinese so it was all good.

Soo now it's monday night and I didn't do much today. I woke up to Steph telling me to go to chapters :P
Hung out with my friend Chris and had supper at home with Dan and played some Magic.
So the last few days have been fun, I have nothing to complain about :P

Ttfn

Ps
I hope this was enough for u sipster :P

Currently Reading:

The Outstretched Shadow (The Obsidian Trilogy, Book 1)

What's the weirdest baby name you've ever heard (or considered)?

People think Kyrian is kinda weird, I think it's pretty awesome so... ya

( thats one i would consider )

Hello all

Haven't wrote anything for a while soooo time for an update

Past few days have been ok.. on friday I didn't do much, had work, went to the mall, came home, then i met up with some friends and went to scratch, that was fun i had like 4 drinks and i still was sober. i have a fucking high tolerance to alcohol!!! i had fun, i won a few pool games......then went to dan's house... saturday I spent the day at dans cause we were both lazy :P then sunday i had work and he came over for supper.
Yesterday I didn't do much either. I saw Dan again, went to pointe claire plaza he bought me a little stuffed dragon she is so cute, its a ty and her name is magic which was pretty cool cause that's the name of the game we both love then we went to his place for supper yummy fajitas and watched the fountain. It was a weird movie.. later on we bowchikawowowed lol

 Today I'm seeing Dan, Steph and Chris later on, prob to play some magic, and if we go to chris's place then maybe watch a movie too.

anyways thats pretty much it
see ya
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What modern book do you think will be read in high school by the next generation of kids? 
Submitted by Tom.

I think Harry Potter and Eragon will still be read for a while. I don't know about the next generation, but they are very popular books.

How many TVs do you have in your house?

oh god so many.. i think we have 4 that run and we have one in the closet we're not using right now. lol

Video:  Show us your favorite TV or movie villain. 
Submitted by Felipe Anuel.

I don't have a picture with me right now but for a movie it would be magneto
and for tv it would prob be ames white of dark angel or ben from lost. they both are pretty cool so im not sure.

Hey everyone
I just finished reading the dream hunter by sherrilyn kenyon. Must say, it's one of my new favorites.
Now I  am moving on to the outstretched shadow by Mercedes lackey. Looks good :) I hope it is.

I don't know what the next one will be afterwards but by the end of July I'll be reading Sherrilyn Kenyon's new one, Devil May Cry.

So I saw shrek last night. It was better than i thought it would be! the begining and end were funny but the middle was kinda blah :P hehehe.

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Tell us two truths and a lie about yourself.

 I won't say which is the lie and the truths in here. You'll have to guess.

1.  I like stephane dion.

2.  I want to be a vegetarian.

3.  I prefer men over women.